Wow, So Cold!

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I surely should have been a western girl, cause if I said a southern girl it wouldn’t matched my funny personality or my character. Just kidding! I say this because I am having a chilly moment sitting here writing this post in my blog and the cold air swooping up my legs and to my feet. I must have drafty windows, or the warmth from the vents are just as cold. Whatever the case may be, I’M COLD!! Now that I am older I cannot say my skin is thin, Hee, Hee. I am a thick woman. I had a Thyroid Disorder for five years and it was a weird time in my life, here I will explain what I experienced from it. I hope to never experience that again.

Ladies help me here, When some of us women are skinny and our clothes from the store that we pick out fit pretty good, fit comfortably. we than, feel good about ourselves and have confidence that clearly blows the store roof off of that store, and that could be just me, But when I was a really big woman and I don’t mean chunky, I mean 4X clothing and I don’t mean to offend or have offended any man, woman, or child. I can only talk about my experience here. I was 4X and was invited to my neice’s wedding, I was so embarrassed with myself and I’m sure my husband was from just being seen with me. I used to be a skinny lady. I was a size five when I gotten married to my husband and after I had 3 pregnancies two live births and one I couldn’t have but that’s another story. I looked good and had confidence. Clothes fit comfortablely and the clothes are pretty. When I gained uncontrollable weight the clothes at the stores weren’t all that pretty and they made you look like a house, brough my confidence down to depression.

Anyways, Before we went to my neice’s wedding I had to go buy a dress for that event. We went upstairs to Sear’s and I looked around and the dresses I found were really pretty but the ones I liked didn’t have my size. I was bummed, so I went to another rack and it had my size, bought it some accessories to go with it as my husband was frowning from the whole shopping adventure. We went to the wedding and it was gorgeous but also made it feel sad cause I always wanted my children to have fairytale weddings when they too gotten married, and cause I have been unemployed for many years due to my legs hurting, past accidents, my depression I was unable to get a job outside our home. That’s why in 2007 I started my own business up Crocheting blankets, hats and matching scarves to make money from and earn. The wedding was fun and later at the end of the night I felt good enough and my daughters wanted me to get up and dance with them. I don’t know how I gotten sidetracked in talking about being COLD to my neice’s wedding, my depression and opening up my own business, Lol. STRESS!

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